OHHH MY FREAKING GAWDDD!!!!
SOMEONE JUS TAKE A KNIFE & STAB ME PLS!!
WHY IN THE WHY WORLD I GOT TAT FREAKING GRADE??!!
ARGHHHS.....WAD A SHITTY GRADE CAN!! DAMM!!

got back my chinese O level results today..wad i can sae is..
HORRIBLE, TERRIBLE, MISERABLE & VEGETABLE!!
arhhhs...feel like killing myself cann...gawddd!!!!
can someone jus tell me why in the why world did i get tt grade..
got to noe my damm results at like 11.50am..after mrs lee talking..
hais..i cant believe wad i saw.. a damm C5 and a Merit for ORAL!!
wad the hell is this??!! OMGG!!! tot would at most get a B3..
but fark..i got a damm C5..look second time as i totally cant believe it..
signed and i immediately started crying like no one was there...
cried cos i got put in a lot of effort in this exam..but..hais...
cried non stop till i end sch..abt 2hrs..gawdd..record breaking..
cry until i so tired..eyes so pain..haiss..sis got an A2 and a Merit!!
and i started crying for her b4 i even take my damm results..
cant believe it rite? same yr..same paper..same tuition..
and we are 3 GRADES APART!! Wth...i dun care...
i am goanna retake..& get a better grade..i promise..

den went to kovan, had lunch..halfway eating..tears started to flow agn..
sighs...still dun understand why i got a freaking C5!! arghhh..
waited for sis to end maths tuition..den trained to hougang..
went steven..but lao shi not there..goanna go back there 4 lessons agn..
sighss...feel so disappointed in myself..cries-
luckily there was people to cheer me up..
thanks swan & the crazy pearlyn..hahas..

anyway, was late for school todae..woke up at 7.30am..
reach at abt 8am..happily stroll into the school..
short run lar..cos got common test..screwed chem & lit test..
and the best thing is our names were not taken down..
and i am watching fireworks from my hse now..
its beautiful..& i suddenly tot of Gfren when i was see-ing it..
MISSES-