okay. it was such a memorable morning for me today.
actually woke up at 6am..thinking of 5mins more of sleep,
i went back to sleep. the next time i open my eyes,
ta ta!! its morning 7.05am!!ohh gawdd..
so dead lar...somemore got chinese exam at 8am..
but still dee lee daa lee..till 7.30am..
den tot of buying some breakfast..but tt mama shop nt open..
yupp..so went back home..den came down agn soon after..
took a cab at 7.45am & rushed to school..
it cost me $5.80 lar..cos of tt $2 surcharge.
but anyway, its the last paper of my prelims lar..
chinese paper 2..dunnoe wad it is talking abt can..
its just so chim!! ohh myyy... *faints*
went compass in the afternoon...studied FNN & maths.
had dinner at swensens with mama..mama treat ma. (:

ytd met guihe after my papers..went to eat chicken rice.
babe, i must say you're the best. *thanks
it was sci MCQ papers & chinese paper 1.
MCQ, can say half byebye lar.hahas.
chinese paper 1, i tried my best. yupps.

just go & give her all the fcuking assurance she wants.
oh my. what is all these lar?? hais.
sometimes i wonder, is my msg being sent over?
you seems to give her assurance more than you give me.
is this called the reality?? sighs.
thinking of you day & night makes me miss you more.
but what's the use? i am not getting a single respond from you!!
just tell me what to do will you??

knowing there is smth between us.
but yet, it is jus so difficult.
there seems to be a barrier each time we are into it.
first are all the sweetness tt i ever want & dreamed of.
next, slight change in attitude from you.
then, its the time you avoid.
lastly, by the end of two weeks, we can just say goodbye.
RAHHHH. i hate this cycle. its forever repeating.
will someone just tell me why? WHY? WHY??

i feel so dead now.
or maybe, hazel is dead soon.