those that were meant to be said is left unsaid.
those that were meant to be done is left undone.
those that were planned before are not carried out.
all that were meant to be isnt meant to be afterall.
things aren't going according to what you forsee.
sometimes, you want it things to be this way.
but it would just reverse and turn out to be the other way.
everything changes quickly within a short time.
for example, a mood, the person that you love and your friends.
even misunderstandings or impressions ppl have on you.
things just come upon you & you gotta accept it.
even if you dream of something really sweet & happy,
you gotta accept the fact that IT IS A DREAM & it will nv come true.
many things to blog or say out. but here i am left speechless agn.
all i see is bits & pieces of flashes of memories.
although your time with someone is only a short period,
but it may feel like a decade to you.
before the 27th, i don't believe in karma.
after that day, i do believe greatly in karma.
people are like that. only when smth happens upon you,
then you would realise and start to believe.
just some random thoughts given out.
many more. but i shall stop here.
anyway, nicklaus kor, thanks for your shoulder that night.
i thought i would be left alone walking in town.
if you had not encouraged me to take bus with you,
i guess i would be walking aimlessly all the way to suntec.
haven been eating much.
the usual 3 meals went down to 2 meals & now, only a meal.
got a damm bad gastric last night. it sucks totally.
but whatever, no appetite too.
everything is just relvoving & turning round & round for me.
be it friends or family or whatever matters that relates to me.
and work seriously sucks when that bloody bytch is arnd.
F.C.U.K